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Yes, I know I haven't been around. Things never go better, but I do hope they do one day.
...I'm still trying to push myself just to make the requests I was supposed to.

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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Demoralized Moods..
  • Reading: My Thoughts.
  • Watching: The World Around Me.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
My life began like another usual play, a natural protagonist that begins his journey, his life. But I was not like an average "hero", I was a more..Quiet one. To this day I still am, but now with a bad problem.

So youth was fun at most times..although a few things traumatized me forever, or gave me fears. 3, I was quarantined fit my fatal sickness. In that time, I was locked and encased in my own little lonely room, closed and blocked from everyone and everything outside. Even though I was young, I knew I was alone...trapped for weeks until my sickness went away.

That can only remind me of how my "life performance" could have ended as a bad show many times, but that is another story to tell.

2013. Another setting to my play. It was the year I learned something. And this only added to my problems I occurred as I tried to play my part. I had to live with my aunt since I had no home. I thought, and trusted her, that I'd be fine. Turned out...I was wrong. I learned one thing: Most of my family doesn't love me. I'm always the one judged and picked last. My brothers are treated better, and my parents were upset from that too. One thing I couldn't believe though? My aunt actually demoralized me so much when she didn't care if I were to die. She threatened to kick me out of her house, alone, while it's oh so cold out and I have no protection. How's that for distrust? And then I had problems with my ex...

My aunt finally ruined my heart strings like it was an old instrument..

But then my heart played like a cello - low and deep..I survived and thought my ex had my side.

But then my ex turned it to a violin that played the deepest sorrow..when she finally made me give up.

How do you think my heart feels? Do you see me feeling fit for "another day"? It's not likely I do, but I try..

I'm sick of playing the jester in these silly games. I want to feel like my own king again, and I want to also compose my life in the perfect tone I find fit.

For now...My orchestra will have to play monotonic songs until I finally see the audience (light of day) come back.

....

But enough of my life. I want to talk now about...Requests.

I'm going to try doing whatever I've got before my electricity goes out in a few days (there's a reason to why u can't have it paid.) Yes it's going to take a lot of motivation for be, but I'll try my hardest.

I'm sorry for my mood..I can't change it, but..I'm try my hardest.
The Morning Canvas by SilentRayneTsutarja
The Morning Canvas
My phone's camera doesn't capture the true beauty of nature, but I do my best. Anyways, this is what I woke up to today.

2014 R4YN3 Photography.
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Benevolent by SilentRayneTsutarja
Benevolent
Knowing that I have a new sketchbook, I'm going to do my best to draw more. Please understand that I am hyper sensitive, however. It stops me from drawing.

2014 R4YN3 Art.
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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Demoralized Moods..
  • Reading: My Thoughts.
  • Watching: The World Around Me.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
My life began like another usual play, a natural protagonist that begins his journey, his life. But I was not like an average "hero", I was a more..Quiet one. To this day I still am, but now with a bad problem.

So youth was fun at most times..although a few things traumatized me forever, or gave me fears. 3, I was quarantined fit my fatal sickness. In that time, I was locked and encased in my own little lonely room, closed and blocked from everyone and everything outside. Even though I was young, I knew I was alone...trapped for weeks until my sickness went away.

That can only remind me of how my "life performance" could have ended as a bad show many times, but that is another story to tell.

2013. Another setting to my play. It was the year I learned something. And this only added to my problems I occurred as I tried to play my part. I had to live with my aunt since I had no home. I thought, and trusted her, that I'd be fine. Turned out...I was wrong. I learned one thing: Most of my family doesn't love me. I'm always the one judged and picked last. My brothers are treated better, and my parents were upset from that too. One thing I couldn't believe though? My aunt actually demoralized me so much when she didn't care if I were to die. She threatened to kick me out of her house, alone, while it's oh so cold out and I have no protection. How's that for distrust? And then I had problems with my ex...

My aunt finally ruined my heart strings like it was an old instrument..

But then my heart played like a cello - low and deep..I survived and thought my ex had my side.

But then my ex turned it to a violin that played the deepest sorrow..when she finally made me give up.

How do you think my heart feels? Do you see me feeling fit for "another day"? It's not likely I do, but I try..

I'm sick of playing the jester in these silly games. I want to feel like my own king again, and I want to also compose my life in the perfect tone I find fit.

For now...My orchestra will have to play monotonic songs until I finally see the audience (light of day) come back.

....

But enough of my life. I want to talk now about...Requests.

I'm going to try doing whatever I've got before my electricity goes out in a few days (there's a reason to why u can't have it paid.) Yes it's going to take a lot of motivation for be, but I'll try my hardest.

I'm sorry for my mood..I can't change it, but..I'm try my hardest.

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Joseph 'Rayne' Trujillo III
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
My name is Joseph Eliseo Trujillo III, or for my main "Original Character", Rayne Terra Exodus . I have lived a life, full of misery in most areas. For once I thought it was gone...I was wrong. Half my life, I have went through unimaginable traces of unthinkable mishap, it's shaped me into a different being. I can remember many events in my history like it was yesterday.

Anyways, I am great with writing skill, as well as other school subjects and of course, art. My usual drawing is composed of a simple pencil and pen. Other times, I will use a dash of color. For now, I'm using AutoDesk SketchBook Pro, a drawing app that works well for any artwork.

I do know Latin, but I prefer to use English. If you've got a question about me, by all means, ask.

"Immaturity is not tolerated. Be straight out."
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The only goal I have is to get points to give to others as gifts, such as for birthdays and for favoriting my artwork.

Also, for only 2 points, I can do perhaps one request.

Also, I'd be grateful for donated points.
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Commissions Officially (Re)Open
I'm new to this whole Commission thing, but I wanted to announce I am officially having requests open again. I'm sorry for everyone I never did the requests they asked. :(

 The price or whatever is only 5-10 points per piece, and also, Please be patient.

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MrKeeper Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the watch ^u^ Hope you have a wonderful day!
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DustandFidgetforever Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Hey dude :D . Long time no see. I just had to thank you again for my art. (Vines the Snivy) I know you did it a while ago but every time I see it a get butterflies in my stomach. It's so beautiful. I've set it as my background on my iPad and phone. It's just beautiful :D 
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XSlimyZardX Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Hello! Thanks for the watch! You know that means a lot to me :aww:
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LinzoReborn Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014
Haaiis
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Multisonicrules Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hullo
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FuniKistune Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hello! This is random but: Thank you for being one of my inspirations! I say this because back then when I first joined DeviantART on my old account (which was ArtisticLatias) you have always been one of my favorite artists. Thank you for being amazing :) :heart:
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SilentRayneTsutarja Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2014  Student General Artist
Oh, I'm so happy knowing I inspired you :) I hope I'm still one of your favorite artists, the only problem is, a lot (and when I say a lot, I mean like..life changing stuff) of things has caused me to not draw as often anymore :(

But I'm still glad I inspired you..:) I do hope I still do in some way..:)
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FuniKistune Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Of course you're still one of my favorite artists! and it's alright. I understand don't worry :)
Life is hard
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SilentRayneTsutarja Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2014  Student General Artist
Oh I'm glad to hear..:) and yeah
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AbalamAnderson Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
May I ask for your thoughts on my newest piece ?
I Am Hate
I also sent you a good ole' Llama, Fav'd some of your fine works and I became a Watcher!
And, your awesome :D hehe
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