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  • Listening to: TaintedTownMusic - Sundown; Endless Delusions
Hello everyone.

I'm still homeless  so it's been almost 5 months now in total.

A lot of problems have happened recently as well - ones that would almost make one give up even. But I'm fine right now, I'm just hungry. I haven't gotten to eat for a day though, someone stole my mother's phone and food stamp card.

And my bill is due today.

So I probably won't be here tomorrow and it's upsetting me, because as it is, I can't even be around with how bad things are going.

In other words, I'm seeing an even more higher amount of people that stopped actually watching me. 90% of my "watchers" aren't real it seems. Maybe it's because I can't be like them and see everything all the time. I don't know - but I'm happy with the small percent.

I'm still open to commissions, they're cheap. And donations as well. All my money is to bills, food, necessities. I don't have the luxury to try getting things like new games and whatnot.

Anyways..I have made some art in my free time and I will try to upload them soon.

Please stay around, and don't forget to check on my things.

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Joseph 'Rayne' Trujillo III
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
My name is Joseph Eliseo Trujillo III, or for my main "Original Character", Rayne Terra Exodus . I have lived a life, full of misery in most areas. For once I thought it was gone...I was wrong. Half my life, I have went through unimaginable traces of unthinkable mishap, it's shaped me into a different being. I can remember many events in my history like it was yesterday.

Anyways, I am great with writing skill, as well as other school subjects and of course, art. My usual drawing is composed of a simple pencil and pen. Other times, I will use a dash of color. For now, I'm using AutoDesk SketchBook Pro, a drawing app that works well for any artwork.

I do know Latin, but I prefer to use English. If you've got a question about me, by all means, ask.

"Immaturity is not tolerated. Be straight out."
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Lugent Madness by SilentRayneTsutarja
Lugent Madness
A drawing for practicing a dark background with lighting, this was also just an album art I made for categorizing my music.

2016 R4YN3 Art.
SilentRayneTsutarja
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Compendium of Lost Words by SilentRayneTsutarja
Compendium of Lost Words
Symbolic art for the artist who can understand the meaning.

This depicts Rayne being created from my life (the torn up book), that literally has things I wrote about parts of my life, although most is unreadable.
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It moves like a lively memory,
His story, his story;
A life he was bound with,
The story, his story.

And it turns itself,
The pages turn and tell themselves;
Backwards and forwards,
Backwards and forwards,
Backwards and forwards - like the tide.

It flows like the life around,
His story, his story;
The one to be remembered,
The story, his story.

And it tells itself,
The pages turn and tell themselves;
Backwards and forwards,
Backwards and forwards,
Backwards and forwards - like the tide.

And it tells itself...
The story turns and tells itself;
Backwards and forwards,
Backwards and forwards - like the tide.
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  • Listening to: TaintedTownMusic - Sundown; Endless Delusions
Hello everyone.

I'm still homeless  so it's been almost 5 months now in total.

A lot of problems have happened recently as well - ones that would almost make one give up even. But I'm fine right now, I'm just hungry. I haven't gotten to eat for a day though, someone stole my mother's phone and food stamp card.

And my bill is due today.

So I probably won't be here tomorrow and it's upsetting me, because as it is, I can't even be around with how bad things are going.

In other words, I'm seeing an even more higher amount of people that stopped actually watching me. 90% of my "watchers" aren't real it seems. Maybe it's because I can't be like them and see everything all the time. I don't know - but I'm happy with the small percent.

I'm still open to commissions, they're cheap. And donations as well. All my money is to bills, food, necessities. I don't have the luxury to try getting things like new games and whatnot.

Anyways..I have made some art in my free time and I will try to upload them soon.

Please stay around, and don't forget to check on my things.
Desolate Holiday by SilentRayneTsutarja
Desolate Holiday
A quick drawing.

I made this just because I didn't have much a Christmas, just like the year before, and the few ones after that.

Also was tree practice.

I got to come around and upload this, I'll try to do more when I can. See my journal for details if you want to know why I haven't posted much.

2015 R4YN3 Art.

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  • Listening to: TaintedTownMusic - Chromatics; The Art Of Dying
SRT here, with..more news.

I've gotten some money, yes, but we've had to use it all on necessities and we're out again. Thank you, you few that actually cared enough to donate and/or share my GoFundMe campaign. I will need all the help I could get.

Getting to business....

So we were promised to at least live safely with a "friend" my dad knew for years. He's a good person - at least, from what I knew. But in the past week, already it got bad and he is leaving, without even letting us know, which means he left us with nothing. For some reason he even began to ignore us, even though we never actually did anything wrong. Like always, my family and I just kept to ourselves in a small room. We even helped pay the light. Now with mere cents left to keep the power on, time is running out, and we're out of choices. No one is here to help us and I can't even find my father.

Everything is working against us.

And even knowing that more left me here, and that some haven't even came in contact with me when I tried to talk, makes it worse. But I'm still pushing.

All I also wanted to do was give my little sister a Christmas. She, nor us, have gotten to in years. The other day I walked half a mile with her on my shoulders to go see the toys.

She came to me a few minutes later while crying and said, "I want toys too...How come the kids can get them but I can't?"

Hearing this, I felt terrible for her. I held her in my arms for hours, making sure she at least felt better eventually. But I wanted to make her happy with what she wanted. Like us, she can't really ever get what she wants.

Sadly there is no Christmas for us.

But anyways, this is a grasp of what has been going on...And lately it's getting harder, and harder, and harder. I'm sorry I can't draw. But I have so much I must deal with.

You few that still bother to read this, I thank you.

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